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.Dress.

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    True love never dies for it is lust that fades away
    Love bonds a lifetime but lust pushes away

    by ♥ By an Angel ♥

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    February 14, 2009



    Sweetheart...

    Im cowi sal smlm la shaayang...I noe i was kinda harsh cu u...pi I gewam..I was pist off la baby..U noe why kan shayang...U noe I noe la tey...teehee...Seriouslie forgive me baby...Wateva it is, iyan wil alwes ove abg cau...

    Enkiu for being there for me caji...I ejeh la...sape yg tak sdeh kan lau 'dey' do it cu me like dat..Pi im fine oweji...Ive done my housechores...tiptop! huhu..was kinda pist off actuali juz now due to certain things...teehee...

    At 3pm later, im gonna go bowling!!! huhu! its more like a family && cuzins gathering...teehee... actualie im not excited as it seems...coz im mishing my dear boyfie whom i cant meet...aaah! wat a life..having a boyfie but cant actualie spend time wif him..why u may ask?? not coz we dun mish each other..badly wanna meet him... howeva its due to certain certain reasons...

    Im so down aite now sayang...shud have meet up yesterday nite tau...haish..its ok..i noe im strong..&& i noe u too...we'll go thru tis patiently k baby...

    take one step at a time...there's no need to rush....

    we'll hold on till the end sayang...

    I love u cu my lovelie dovey lil baby boyfren....mmmuackz...

    psst..
    bbybby..Happy Valentine shayang...juz thot of wishin u since it is Valentine's Day rite...hee..but yea,i noe i noe..we dun celebrate..ok ok shut up la u...tchaa..

     ♥ My dil goes mmm mmm mmm ♥ ;

    February 13, 2009


    Remember "mR monkey"? teehee..He got himself a new galfreN..&& that pinky is "zaliaNa"..&& the yellow teddy tiny winy bear..is juz a passerby..huhuhu!


    Aww..Im so touched..&& Im bursting out in tears..Yea...11 yrs huh..time past real fast babe && 8 yrs of 'seperation'..Goodness...I wonder wat the heck did I do back den??&& I dont even have an hour or two for u?? that's insane..

    Galfren, Im sorie for not being able to make up for those moments that Ive left u out from my life..no matter wat, i want u to know that i've neva hated nor i wanted us to be tis wae..at a certain point, maybe coz ive found new frens && i tend to forget the one that had actually grew up with me..a gal that was once very important to me..& still..she is now.. that very person is u...

    Here, once again, I wanna thank u for those memories...If eva u need a listening ear, Nana's here...U may feel uncomfortable wif me after so long, I understand..it's ok if im the last person for u to confide wif..the least that U know Im here for u..('',)

    Loving U atin...

    ~nana~

    "When you’re down and troubled
    And you need a helping hand
    And nothing, whoa nothing is going right.
    Close your eyes and think of me
    And soon I will be there
    To brighten up, even your darkest nights.
    You just call out my name,
    And you know wherever I am
    I’ll come running, oh yeah baby
    To see you again.
    Winter, spring , summer, or fall,
    All you have to do is call
    And I’ll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
    You’ve got a friend.
    If the sky above you
    Should turn dark and full of clouds
    And that old north wind should begin to blow
    Keep your head together and call my name out loud
    And soon I will be knocking upon your door.
    You just call out my name and you know wherever I am
    I’ll come running to see you again.
    Winter, Spring, summer or fall
    All you got to do is call
    And I’ll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
    Hey, ain’t it good to know that you’ve got a friend?
    People can be so cold.
    They’ll hurt you and desert you.
    Well they’ll take your soul if you let them.
    Oh yeah, but don’t you let them.
    You just call out my name and you know wherever I am
    I’ll come running to see you again.
    Oh babe, don’t you know that,
    Winter Spring summer or fall,
    Hey now, all you’ve got to do is call.
    Lord, I’ll be there, yes I will.
    You’ve got a friend.
    You’ve got a friend.
    Ain’t it good to know you’ve got a friend.
    Ain’t it good to know you’ve got a friend.
    You’ve got a friend."

    nur liana md nazir,
    i still love you and have always been for the past eleven years.

    ill be your neighbour again insyaallah,
    but you’ll always be my best friend.
    and a huge part of my life.

    ~atin~

     ♥ My dil goes mmm mmm mmm ♥ ;

    February 12, 2009


    *wen two hearts meet*

    *in her own werld*

    My werld spins around from the moment I met him..&& it still keeps on spinning..
    I love him...
    I love every inch & every part of him.... I can neva eva forget how he made me feel.... He makes me feel so special... He may not be the Mr Perfect... But he's definitely the perfect one for me...
    There's no relationship that onli go thru on a honeymoon period..We do have arguments... We do mis communicate...But we'll try to settle it as soon as possible...
    Love
    alone is not enuf in a relationship...It needs
    more than juz that...Faith & Trust...Give & take... At times...I do feel like giving up...But hey... I love him too much...coz the love that he showers me...his unconditional love..that makes me to be the wae I am now..I wonder how can a person love juz too much...
    Im the one who usuali wants to end everythin while he on the other hand is trying to make up for it..Finding ways to mend the relationship...He never gives up..He who made me stronger to go thru every sweetness & bitterness... && now... I love him juz too much.. I mish him... He's my werld...Now && foreva..teehee..

    Iyan lovelove bbybby so much ya..
    enkiu bbybby for supporting me moraly && being there for me eventhou u r tired && u gotta wake up vewi early taji..owi Iyan akle hughug u..leh hughug phone ajek..mish u cu laling..
    Iyan saaaaayang bbybby agt agt au..hee..

    ~Iyan~






     ♥ My dil goes mmm mmm mmm ♥ ;



    tO my beloved galfrieNd, Nur fatin amalia..

    thank u for being the best of galfrens wen we were back den..eventhou it has been almost 8 yrs now, the friendship & the bond that we've build up means alot to me..im sorie for not being able to hold on tite to the bond dat we had..ive alwes miss u..

    how can I not? U were at my very dour step to play with me, going to school with me..
    how can I not? the stairs that we had our "monkey stunts"..
    how can I not? our very own house where we played our games..had our gossips..did our homework & look at ur mum & my mum doing their "job"...
    how can I not remember U..

    Ive alwes miss U...&& now, I wanna thank u for u have alwes been there for me..I juz can't thank u enuf..I hope, our friendship will last as foreva even if we are miles apart..
    I love U galfren...

     ♥ My dil goes mmm mmm mmm ♥ ;



    Noe wat..im supposed to be otw to skewl aite now..unfortunately im still here typing coz my whole body's covered wif this stupid annoying rashes which is very itchy and reddy..aaah! Went to see the doctor juz now at 830am..&& suprisingly he gave me twO days of mc..i repeat..twO daes of mc..hehehe!Im so glad..nOe why...coz im supposed to sit for my exams..since im diagnosed to have this rashes..my "best buddy" told me not to 'overdose' myself wif sunlight, seafood blablabla...BORING...but atleast, i cud run away for a moment from exams..teehee...

     ♥ My dil goes mmm mmm mmm ♥ ;

    February 11, 2009


    Fucking pist off with myself..I hvn't even start studying yet..I mean Ive alreadi started on it but I juz cant focus n concentrate la..Damn!

    I need U abg..huhkhuhk..

     ♥ My dil goes mmm mmm mmm ♥ ;




    Ouh no....Im gona be taking my exams tomorrow && here I am typing rather den focusing in studying..I juz cant put myself to study..I reali dunno y..I will keep on procrastinate til the last min..&& "vuala!" Im still not studying..I wana pass but juz look at how attitude I can be..wat the heck is wrong wif me..ouh gosh! I cant even motivate myself aite now..maybe later...haha..Im good at last min thingy..it's been years...kwangkwang..So i guess i'll be crampin every bits & pieces of information later && I bet U i'll get headaches...

    I mish my baby ucuk...hee...U r so mushy la yesterday bby..I know u mish me cu as much as I mish u..mmuah...luvluv u la boyfie...U r sucha dear...

     ♥ My dil goes mmm mmm mmm ♥ ;

    February 10, 2009



    iYan ove abg
    sho much....

    If onli U noe how much I mis U..How much U mean cu me..Im juz crazy over U...not a single dae cn I eva live without U..Its not as simple as U tink it mite be pretending as if nutins botheRin me sweetheart..My heaRt is shakiNg everytime, everydae, eveRy sec at the thot Of U..Im reali lost without U by mysiDe..If U noe how loneli U r wen u r out of camp weN u can't even meet me..How does it makeS me feel keeP thinKin about U every nOw & deN noeinG that I cant reach out to u...Im helpless withoUt u baby..

    It juz hUrt soo much...

    Huny, I knOe it has neva been ur fault to leave me heRe..iT ain't ur fauLt nOt spending muCh time with me baby..Im aware that U r tired after all the "torturiNg" sinCe morNing..Howeva tis heaRt of mine juz simPly cudnt understand tO why U r not the samE guy I knew before U were in..U arnt perfect I knoe..all Im askiNg from U is juz attention...its too much frOm me I knoe..WeN u r out of caMp, U r juz simply soO sweet..& I mish all dat wenEva u get back iN camP...Abang...Iyan mish U so much...EverythIng about U....

    My heart's lonGing for U...Ur love...iM loneli baby...I need U..I cant wait tO be wif U...I want nutiN else but U...My heart saddens everytime it tries itS best to feeL us..Words aloNe will neva be able tO express the depth Of my love fOr u..

    Im thankfuL && very grateful beinG with U..Im totally a complete persOn..Thank U baby for loving me since the beginning..&& now...I love u juz too much...I cnt let U go..Not eva..U r mine..& foreva U shall alwes be...

     ♥ My dil goes mmm mmm mmm ♥ ;

    February 9, 2009




    Im mishing u so much baby...U r so far a distant yet so near..Syg...thank u so much for everything..Everything that uve done for me..All I wanna sae here is that I love U...I love U too much && Ur love are mine...Im thankful && so grateful that U still love me despite my all kinds of nonsense...

     ♥ My dil goes mmm mmm mmm ♥ ;