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True love never dies for it is lust that fades away
Love bonds a lifetime but lust pushes away

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on the 10th November 2009..officially break with the one i thought was my soulmate in heaven..& it was supposed to be our 23rd monthsary the following day..

what happened was..i wont be able to disclosed it here..however, there's just one thing that ive learned in this relationship..not to give ur full trust to someone u love..100% is a nono..

every human being make mistakes..i agree to that..truthfully, im hurt..too hurt to even feel anitin aite now..my entire dream shatters once i know the truth..a guy whom i respect, look up to, ive faith in, just ain't what i think he might turn into..i dont know..partly it was my mistake..i know im petty, too pampered..but it does not mean that my heart aint for him..even when there are times i felt numb..still, deep down inside me, ive alwes knew that there is still love for him..
ive alwes love him..never have been in my entire life, i hate him..nor do i have the intention of getting to know any guyfrens..i know my limits..& i know my status..

what im disappointed is, his feeling just fade away?? after 2 yrs plus, knowing each other..not even a single feeling for me?? what wrong have i done? coz when im nice, im fucking nice..& when im mad, i'll be one mad woman..be thankful i didnt shout at ur face darling..its sad to put every inch of my love to him whose name keeps on beating ending up leaving me all alone to a breakdown..

yeah...life is unfair..& i dont know why im able to stay tis strong..after 2 nites of waiting..ending up making me feel like im a nobody in ur life..it is so disheartening..

thank u for being apart of my life & showers me with ur unconditional love..ive to admit it, i love u still despite ur doing..i can forgive..but i neva forgets..since the love u used to shower isnt there still, why shud i stay??

" Zali..U r a nice guy..a gdfren, a gd son..but tis?? im shocked..i didnt see it coming..i hope the better of eu..its sad..its hurtful to go through this phase..but i know im strong & i wont let anyone that too includes u, me down..truth hurts..but its better than being fake for the past 3 months..ending up hurting me.."

its ok..i'll take it as a learning experience..i believe in karma...what goes ard, comes ard..one thing for sure, if u can do it, i can too..all the best in ur future endeavours..maybe, its time for us to move on..u wif...me & my sweethearts...

"U were once special in this heart...ive neva hated u no matter how bad u r towards me.."

Take care..

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